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A thousand mile started from a small step.

My poor laptop is in the damage state already.
The screen would blackout sometimes, but the programmes are still running in the bakgroud. Either that, or there would be a blue screen telling me that Windows was forced to shut down.

Now, my SHIFT key broke. (as in the chip, then it cannot clip onto the black clip at the bottom)

Why am i so down on luck recently? WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!

Frustrated, very...

Woke up and got prepared.
Left home thinking that I would be punctual for drivings and such, but after making a call to my friend, I realise I was dead late.
My lesson was supposed to be at 8.15am and not 10.30am.
Got to the driving centre to ask if I can get a change in the lesson time and all but they told me was, since I am already late, I am considered absent.
There goes my money...

That is why, when one person is really down in luck, nothing will ever turn out right for him/her for a very long time.

So saddening, it is irritating, so frustrating.

My laptop is giving me so much problems,
first was lagginess in the websites,
then black screen when it load up.
After installing Windows 7, it got worst.
Websites start to load slowly,
my mobile modem sometimes won't connect properly.
Now, it gives me a blue screen, telling me that my system crash.

Called up the helpdesk and they suggest me to bring it down for the engineer to check. If it is software's problem, it would cost $55, if hardware, it will be $85.
I am already so broke after the booking of my practical lessons.

This year is such an unlucky year for me and I don't know when will this wear off.

Arrgghh!
Irritated.

Had my first practical lesson, after such a long wait.
Everything was smooth and good.

Met with Peiting and the rest for project but I was hibernating half of the time as i was really sleepy. Oh gosh, I am really sorry...

Shall head to sleep now and prepare for another practical lesson tomorrow!
Good night people. (:

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It took me some time and a lot of courage to agree to the existence,
I apologise for my uncertainty, but please don't let your ego fall.
Just hold it high to help keep my uncertainty at bay,
assurance and affirmation is all I need
I am contented with what I have now and I won't be searching for anymore substitutes,
even if I say that I want to, you should know that it is just a tease. (:

GEESH, shouldn't have read this.
Some are so untrue and it turn out to be a chain post, so i had to post up after reading.
Well, not that I am scared that the guy of my life would run away,
if he really wish to run away, I would hail a limo for him and buy him air tickets to get as far away as possible.
Then I will find myself a hotter guy XD
But where is the guy of my life? Is he somewhere out there?

Things girls don’t realize…

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it’ll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.

8. Guys don’t care how gorgeous you are, if you’re a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like ‘You know what?!..uh…nevermind..’ would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, ‘Please come and listen to me.’

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don’t say you aren’t. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don’t want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn’t mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it’s true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

—Ladies, if u don’t repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life

—Guys, if you don’t repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.

Post this as: things girls don’t realize

Dangerous driving, squabbled, breakfast+lunch, end.

Headed over to my little farm after my meal and enjoyed myself with the big fat farmer.
Went out to town for some window shopping and then went home via cab, just to know that they do not accept NETS and had to call up my mum to bring the money to pay the driver.

Had dinner and rotted.

Tomorrow is a big day for you and me,
if you pray, count me in too...

ALL THE BEST TO YOU, GOOD LUCK!
save some (luck) for me too.

Life 2 days back was like a roller-coaster...

Went to retake my TTT because it expired and passed it.
When I was waiting for the bus to go home, my mum called to say that she cut herself and the bleeding wouldn't stop.
I didn't much thought that it was a big problem and told her to try to stop the blood and see a doctor if it is very serious.

Got home to see her index finger being bandaged by herself but the bleeding just wouldn't stop.
Fortunately a friend was there to help me ice my mum's wound and realise that the cut wasn't those normal cut but a very deep and major one.

Rush over to a neighbourhood clinic, got back home, and in the evening,
the bleeding continued and my mum went to unwrap the bandage.
The sight of so much blood irks me,
so I dress up the wound and went back to the clinic where the doctor injected and did Cauterization but then found out that the main reason for the unstoppable blood flow is due to the loss of flesh and such, so we got referred to TTSH's A&E.

Had a bit of emotional roller-coaster while preparing for the hospital that night,
doctors checked and gave my mum yet another anti-flu (or whatever) jab,
redress the wound and then gave us a letter of referral to the polyclinic for regular follow-up dressing of the wound.

When preparing meals with my mum these days,
I understand why sometimes when I don't come back for dinner, my parents got angry.
But the process of cooking with my mum was rather enjoyable.
And I am glad to hear that when she went back to the polyclinic today,
the nurse who redress her wound told her that she is recovering faster than expected.

There are also calls from her friends and the clinic, which we went to for Cauterization, to check whether my mum is doing fine or not.
Hopefully she would feel the warmth from her surrounding and not have anymore emotional roller-coasters already.

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An error of a tune in the song would make everything go wrong.
However, if comments were given, tunes were change, it makes the songs sound even better than before.
Though the song was composed,
the singer was too busy with other compositions,
and forgotten about her poor listener and was left to wait in vain.

Poor shrinking, drying Orange...

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